Just let me start out by saying I am unable to give certain details of my life as I have learned very quickly this can cause a lot of problems. I was born into the 'truth' as my mother had been studying with a few sisters on and off at a local congregation. My father was never a JW and came in and out of my life for many years..to this day I do not give him much time. As you get older you can see how people take advantages of certain predicuments. I led a very simple life and had decent grades and was at every meeting every week except the occational bookstudy. I had my own private study with a brother who is one of the nicest people I have ever met--even to this day.
I grew up and had a normal childhood as you can expect in the inner-city. I was not sheltered in any way by my Mother and played Baseball every weekend and practiced with the school teams though I was not allowed to travel or play at local games. I got baptized at 17 as I went through a severe depression and was attempting to figure out what I wanted to do with my life. I guess I was hoping I would get 'Led by Divine Intervention'? I had a semi-regular share in the Field Ministery and was always respectful of the congregation.
About the time I was midway through 17 I began to be encouraged to take a more intent look at my physical skills. I had been told that if I ever wanted out of the situation I was at I would need to attend college and given my track record with sports perhaps even a scholorship. I started spending less time at home and more time on the field. I actually received that scholorship and eventually led to a very good long career with a Baseball Team. All the way through the work to get there I was scolded regularly and even banned from certain congregational activities. Now that I was drafted and traveling a lot at the young age, people would speak behind my back at the wild ways and lack of direction--choosing money over God.
I'll keep this short. The same ones who were talking bad about me when I was gone were always trying to get free seats and spend time outside of the Kingdom Hall. I guess all of the elders were having financial problems at this time.
Thanks for the listen.